blur!! credit to ajad.haha,with afif
aiza.afaf

with ajad

assalamualaikum...

haha....cant believe the day has come...sime darby..here i am...ok2...i had view the college..kinda huge..ok for me..gosh..takott...nervous..biase la tuh..kan??

to my friends yg x putus2 beri semangt..thx darl..really appreciate it..love u guys..dunt worry..i wont forget u all..trust me..k??..

ummi and ayah...
haha..ok2..akk akn ingat pesan umi and ayah..ummi!! akk akn call hari2..ok??

truly,malas nak attend orient..ugh!!

semangat!!!

herm..

assalamualaikum...

ok..baru just packed barang..thx ummi cuz helping me..byk la jugak..alhamdulillah semua da settle..so hari ahad gerak gi kl..hanta afaf sekali..registration pukul 9 am untill 12 noon..singkat nyer..x leh nak lame2 ngn ummi n dyeorang..sobsobsob..haha..

what i feel ryte now?? herm..cant explain..but im ok..=)..nervous..ape yang i akn miss the most?? my bed!! oh yeah..haha..no more getting up late.haha..x leh onine sesuke ati..my life will change,ha??

insya ALLAH..semua akn ok..homesick?? sekejap je kott...

ummi!! akak akn rindu gler kat ummi..rindu sgt2...xleh nak denga lagi bebelan ummi.haha..lawak2 ummi..i will miss that...syg ummi sgt2!!

ajad budak gemok!! hekhek..ajad..akk akn rindu kat ajad..usek2 ajad..wat ajad nanges..wat ajad marah..haha...pasnie,akk x leh nak picit lagi pipi ajad yg plum tuh..x leh nak denga cite2 ajad..xleh nak sakat ajad lagi..huhu..x leh nak hug adik akak yg gemok nih...hekhekhek..akk syg ajad..syg sgt...

to apip :

akk akn rindu awk jugak..blaja tul2 tau..bape ari je lagi..rindu nak gado n tengking2 awk..haha..

i wanna thx to mak tok,tok bak,nenek,aunt sha,aunt yee,mak usu..guys,thx for all ur support..really appreciate it..thx sgt2..syg korunk..

and

ayah...terima kasih for evrything..ayah byk bekorban tuk akk..thx,ayah!!

assalamualaikum...

feel tired..ugh..cleaned up the whole house..gosh..ok..will be back to mersing..haha..cant wait!!..excited!..dah packing brg2...

to all:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

dan

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Akhirnya

........

air mata yang selama ni aku tahan..

tumpah juga akhirnya.

bukan fake..

tapi tulus dari hati..

hari itu hampir tiba...

herm...

............

Pesanan Mereka

assalamualaikum..

first of all..i nak ucapkan thx byk2..kat ayah..thx,ayah..terharu sangat..=) yg paling sebak bile ayah ckp..xpe..harga bukan ape sgt..aslkan akk belaja je betol2..terima kasih,ayah..
love them so much..herm..

ummi ckp..nanti bile akk kat sane dah..x yah fikir hal org lain..just think bout urself..bukan maksud pentingkan diri...tapi...berilah diri ini ruang untuk berfikir,..yearp..bukan selalu..ummi cakap akk selalu sgt fikir hal org..tapi ade dyeorang fikir hal akak?..i admitt..terlalu berfikir pasal org lain,bekorban utk org lain..mengalah utk org lain..im not saying im toooooooooooo good,people..tapi itu hakikat..aku x bijak mcm org lain..aku tau..tapi aku akn berusaha utk menjadi yg terbaik di mata umi and ayah..insya ALLAH..

rezeki aku lambat..aku trima..kawan2 semua dah belaja..meet new friends..enjoy new life..xpela.semue ni ade hikmah...asalkan aku masih lagi berpeluang nak blaja..nursing?? herm..mmg bukan cita-cita aku..tapi,insya ALLAH kos ni akn memudahkan aku suatu hari nanti..insya ALLAH..

masa aku dah nak tiba..masa untuk menjadi dewasa dan masa untuk berdikari..

kpd dia:
berilah aku masa untuk bersendirian...tak de niat nak beremosi..tapi aku butuh masa utk bersendirian..diam bukan bermaksud aku lupa..biarlah nak fikir apa pun..sebab aku dah tak kesah.sebab dari dulu lagi aku terlampau fikirkan perasaan org and ape org ckp..its enough...
i just want to know my self deeply..sebab perkara yang paling sukar adalah memahami diri sendiri...=)...maafkan aku kalau kau rasa aku dah berubah..terpulang...

Shareen

assalamualaikum...

haha..mak usu..sori for the late wish..=) just excited nak wish nie..hekhek..happy birthday..25 ,ye?? mude lagi...ok3..hope happy di samping husband tersyg..dapat anak ramai2 lagi2 ye..sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki and happy ever after..maintain lawa..muahhxxx..BONZER of hug!!!! muah!!!..

You'll be in my heart

Come stop your cryin'and we'll be alright

Just take my hand, hold it tight.

I will protect from all around you, I will be here dont you cry.

For one so small, you seem so strong.

My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm,

This bond between us cant be broken,

I will be here dont you cry

'Cos you'll be in my heart, yes you'll be in my heart,

From this day on now and forever more

.You'll be in my heart, No matter what they say,

You'll be here in my heart,Always.

Why can't they understand the way we feel,

They just don't trust what they cant explain.

How know your different

Deep inside us, where not that different at all.

And you'll be in my heart,

yes you'll be in my heart,

From this day on now and forever more.

Don't listen to them, 'cos what do they know.

We need each other, to have to hold.

They'll see in time, I know.

When destiny calls you, you must be strong

I may not be with you, but you got to hold on.

They'll see in time, I know.

That your there together 'cos

You'll be in my heart,

Believe me, You'll be in my heart.

I'll be there from this day on, now and forever more.

you'll be in my heart

No matter what they say

You'll be here in my heart

AlwaysI'll be with you,

I'll be there for you alwaysAlways and always.

Just look over your shoulder

I'll be there always.

amati bait2 lirik nih..=)..indah kan? cuz there are someone yang always ada dgn kite..ade org yang boleh protect kita....cuz no matter what they say,dia sentiasa ade dgn kita....always..even mereka semua tak paham ape kita rase,tapi dia tetap ade dgn kita..

'believe me,u'll be in my heart'

can i trust ur fake promise? can u prove it? ugh..manusia berubah...so do i..tapi kenapa perubahan tu buatkan kite renggang? usah berjanji jika tak pasti..usah berjanji jika hanya menyakitkan hati..get it??

when destiny call you,you must be strong.i may not be with u..but u got to hold on..

yerp..org yang kita sayang,takkan lama dgn kita..lambat laun..dia akan tinggal kan kite..entah bile,we never know..dan kadang2 someone tu akan tinggalkan kite tanpa khabar berita..pergi dgn tiba tiba dan terus menyepikan diri..atas alasan apa? we never know..maybe demi kebaikan bersama..perpisahan akan jua berlaku..kita hanya perlu tabah kan hati..kentalkan semangat..kerna kita tak pernah seorang dalam dunia ini...

ALLAH sentiasa ada dgn kita..yakin lah pada NYA..=)

biarlah janji tidak ditepati...

biarlah hati disakiti..

biarlah diri ini sahaja menanggung derita ini...

biarlah semuanya berlalu pergi...

kerna diri ini sudah berjauh hati...

apa2 pun yang terjadi..

i want u to know that..

you'll always be in my heart..

GOOD LUCK

assalamualaikum...

hyep..tomorrow are gonna be the big day
for both of u..right??
so, wishing u guys good luck...
do the best...
jgn careless,ok??

specially dedicated to: amal and nifael..

UPSR 2009!!!

Menghitung Hari

assalamualaikum....

dingin nye mlm nih...syukur kerna aku berpeluang merasai nikmat tuhan sebegini..=)..
guess what?? 3 weeks left...herm..time passing by..ugh..cepatnye..yearp i knoe..i am not fly to ireland or egypt..shah alam jer..kecoh ek?? haha..being further apart from my family are new things happen to me..i knoe,im big gurl..be positive and bla bla bla...herm..i dunt knoe..mlm nih..im being so confius bout myself..is that true im taking nursing??? cant believe it..for all this time,i really dont expect that im will involve in nursing..its not bout like or dislike..its bout our responsiblity..can i do it?? can i? herm...

no use to sigh..herm..rase berat and x sedap ati as well...aku tau..i have to be grateful that what i have..aku just belaja..evrything ayah support..kan?? there are people out there dunt have the chance to further their study..so,ape lagi yang aku nak mengeluh....ya ALLAH....

alhamdulillah for the chance....thank you,ALLAH...aku patut beruntung...=)
cume..i just need more time...relaks kan my mind...

herm...

=)

miss the old moment

terserempak dgn cikgu balkis kat bazar..she was my bio teacher..=) haha..sempat gak tanye khabar..cikgu tanye kwn2 kat mane..so ckp la ade kat uitm,poly,matrik..herm...tetibe hati ni rindu pulak zaman2 sekolah..memang la bukan ape pun...miss the old moment....

before spm,kami sempat lagi snap pic..tgk la muke msg2...cuak,nervous,semua ade la..

alhamdulillah..result mereka memberasangkan..

venue: canteen..

kami paling teruja menunggu loceng berbunyi menandakan rehat..haha.aleya akan membeli air..thats her job...hek3..yg laen beratur beli mi kari,mi sup..but for me n daya nasi lemak jadi pilihan..tambah nasi..telur grg,sambal..pergh!!! sedap..hak3..

venue: bilik cikgu

hari terakhir bagi kami..bersama kawan dan cikgu2..tiada lagi report miss tang yang akan buat kami semue kelam kabut...copy paste,sudah..hak3..tiade lagi perhimpunan,gosip antara kami dengan Puan Ramlah..memuji handbag nye...hek3..tiade lagi fail sejarah,sian jue..no more attendance pagi2..haha..kerja aku n ika..no more stayback kat libry..ema?? hek3..xde abg adik..zakwan la..aidil la..haha..

tiade lagi kami bersembilan.....saddest moment when we have to get along with our own life..sembilan sahabat yang sentiasa bersama..aku sedar..byk sgt konflik antara kami..lagi2 taun 2008..mcm2 jadi..yeap..bukan kami pinta..my mistake..kami diuji...kami berantakkan..tapi,alhamdulillah..semue itu hanya seketika...

kami bertemu..dan kami berpisah..itu ketentuan ILAHI..kami tiada hak untuk menghalang..kami redha..kerna itu adat dalam persahabatan..bertemu dan berpisah..kenangan itu begitu mahal harganya..persahabatn kami terlalu istimewa..memang x dinafikan..kdg berase hati,bertekak..adat la,kan?? each of them have their own character dan keistimewaan..bukan mudah untuk satukan sembilan hati dan sembilan kepale..kan??

skg,everything had change..=)...bukan untuk menyalahkan..tapi sekadar bebicara..semua ade life msg2..future law,future doc,future engineer,future nurse..we had been far apart..u guys,dunt ever forget our friendship...promise?? mungkin korunk da jumpe kwn yg lebih baik..it doesnt matter..

sematlah kenangan kita dalam hati dan ingatan masing2..do keep in touch..

I LOVE YOU ALL

...aliya,ika,ema,daya,jie,jue,mijah,kuya...

BESTIES FOREVER

insya ALLAH

=)