Thursday, July 22, 2010

assalamualaikum..
salam kepada semua..act,dah lame nak update blog..but then.xde mud..pic pon da byk kalii x leh upload.sengal n bongek +++++..haishh!! ok for that.so hows life? erm..me? heaven! haha..maybe..sorta.aish..byknye mengeluh!! life..sgt complicated..i just wanna say..i miss the old me..the old aiza..aiza azizan yg agak innocent dulu..sgt..what happening,dear? wake up! ahhhhh...rase mcm nak lari...tapi x leh.. rase mcm nak cuci hati and minda nie...ya ALLAH..syaitan byk sgt..rasenye..erm..herm..hati ni cepat sgt lalai..

thats all..

=(

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

i had it..

its bleeding..but no one knoe..
its hurt like hell..but no one care..
its screaming..but no one hear..
no one never knoe what u feel deep inside..
ur heart knoe everything..
cuz ur heart feel it..
silent..
no sound..
crush deep..
yeah..
very deep....
totally..
life seems very very very complicated..
cant describe it with words..
its like speachless...
i cant tell it..
cuz..
herm..
i cant find the answer..
why??
why??
why??
and
why??
everytime..these quest will interrupt my mind..
this is the time..
and the beginning...
of my life..
u dunt ever care what i feel..
u dunt ever knoe if i hurt..
u totally dunt want to knoe..
u mess up my life..
really damn mess up.
shuck off,man..
ughhh..
im sick of crying..
='('''''''''''''''''''''''
enoughhhhhhh.....
ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i had it...

Sunday, June 13, 2010

..........

assalamualaikum..
hai there..whats up? everything fine..erm.hope so..alhamdulillah..i ve already reach shah alam..sent by ummi,ayah and nenek..thx guys..what i can say..herm..thx a lot..berat sgt ati nak tinggalkn budak2 tadi..afif and also my gemok ajad..haha..terasa wanna drop..tahan jer..sudah rindu sgt mereka!!! afaf also..i hope we can gather again..akak syg korunk..sobsob..=)..
alhamdulillah..all are back to normal..me with her..ok! alhamdulillah..and

him?? still diam..y? any reason?? what i wanna say..im fed up..really really fed up..i begged dunt ever come back..erm..life are really complicated when i first know guy..life seem s**k..yeah..i feel that way..sorry for the hush word..but yet its fact..is it? dugaan utk aku...i accept it ya ALLAH..

it is the time....for me and myself..my life...insya ALLAH..keraskan hati,aiza..dunt let the words..the fake words melt ur hearts..again..nope..puaskan?? im like idiot..stupid damn idiot,mann..im stupid cuz trust in u..trust ur promise..ur hell words..serius i say..if i got the chance..i wanna kick at all the stuff u have....ughhh......

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Saturday, June 12, 2010

never,man

salam..
cant upload pic la..haisshh..ok2..hang out with my gf,ermaliana bt ibrahim..bahagia!!! thx for the ride..ema rushing2..at the end..tiket pukul 5 jugakk..abg wayang hensem..haha..sungguh!! x tipu!! went to kfc..mkn+mkn= gain weight lol!! bace msj?? aduhhhh....sengallll...hahahaha..abg?? haha..sekali sekale..kn abg F..haha..tibe2..kite restu kott,ma.. E & F sedondon..=)) then karate kid!! haiyakkk...besh gler...sungguh!! NEVER SAY NEVER!!!!! i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....
erma..hehe...kite jmpe lg ye..

* like damn waiting.....

haishhh...

Friday, June 11, 2010

x reti nak chrge fon ek???

salam..

ok.anda memang bongek..
sengall..
panassss....
fuhhhhh
bola lg penting kan??
bguslaaa
amalkan selalu..
tenuk betolll

charge la da tau bet low..

awk slalu tenss kn sye
tau??

gemokkkk!!!!!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

what the fish...

assalamualaikum..

=)

korunk..
ok??
haha...great to hear that..
perang dingin..alhamdulillah..sudah baik..
bgusllaaa,gemok betoll...

can i say men s**k??
yup..btol pe..
fake words..
fake promise..
amek kesempatan...
kurang ajar!!!
kurang ajar!!!

haiwan pon lagi baik kott...
what is happening??
i really dunno..

menyampah..
serik laaa....
sgt serikkk...

hati lembut sgt...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

pizza..

salam..received message from kak nana..invited me to hang out with them..di pizza..kak mira will fetched me up..ok set! kak mira be the driver..as usual..=))..borak2,gelak2..seperti biasa..bertukar cerita..mereka tetap sepertti dulu..i sahaja yg membesar..haha..rindu sgt mereka..terutama..haha..igt memory di sekolah dahulu..syg mereka....
























Thursday, June 3, 2010

nurses day!

























03/06/10
salam..one malaysia! oh yeah! calebrate nurses day! seronok..excitement..
enjoyy..xpe..xdapat masuk college race..sape la kite..tibe2..
after habis..lepak dgn kak anum,zaty,ika,nisa mkn megah
ABC!! and lepak kat umah kak anum..
sampai petang..
then gerak balik..