sye.aiza.awk.kite.mereka

assalamualaikum..

haii..yesterday was my first posting on the ward..herm..adat la tuh nervous..herm..and tired jugak not like in cssd b4..staff nurse kinda arrogant..ugh!! am i care?? ok laa...but today no seniors will guide us..herm..just now i had view the bpr,temp,pulse..hope i could answer it if CI ask..the person still not say hi to me..herm..i dunt knoe..try to be friend..but her?? still like that..aiza penat..knape org buat mcm ni kat aiza?? pliss..aiza penat sgt nak mengalah..

aiza rindu kwn2 dulu..dyeorang x penah wat mcm ni kat aiza.. ='('' ema..jie..daya..ika..alya..jue..kuya..mijah..kite rindu korunk..herm..

life getting hard nowdays..sometimes i feel like giving up...nurse?? herm..its hard..yeah..i knoe..permulaan..semue susah..nothing come with easy way..tapi.........entah...

and when say bout feeling..makin lame ..makin syg..and hati makin lalai..yeah..just 0ne month..but like it had been long time i know him..i knoe..im just 18 teen..tapi..hati xleh dipakse..kan?? sume berhak disygi..tapi..dah sampai ke waktu utk tu,aiza??..ask urself.....

thats how life are....challenging..hurting others...love...adat la tuh....

but truly..i need ummi...

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hati yg nangis...